I want to sleep. Why? Because sleep doesn’t hurt. Doesn’t cause my aorta to ache, blood to burn. I’m living in one dimension, one shore, staring through the walls of my glass prison at another one. Mutual forgiveness doesn’t change us. Living a life I, we, weren’t supposed to live, with other’s we were never […]
Can we, you ask. Call me self-destructive, with an almost pathological need to buck propriety. But I’d still like to defy those pesky Gods In this fucking dimension. Cause this love hurts, yes. Just not as much as those years wandering in the Desert of Heartbreak Without you. No one but you, ever understood me […]
You’re always trying to get rid of me, yet somehow you’re always there. Truth to tell, I often sleep better next to you, than I do alone. Your body next to mine – radiating warmth in the night. A comforting presence. I miss your candy coloured hair and stiring blue eyes, after a time. But […]
Watch the city lights As they shine Watch the shadows crawl On the ground tonight I’ll give you anything you want Just give me everything I need Don’t leave me now Don’t fail me now You’re all I see You’re everything Don’t leave me now Don’t fail me now You’re all I see You’re everything […]
Another night of fitful sleep, I cannot seem to rest. I’m tired of this painful life, my heart beats through my chest. All I want is solace, peace, none finds me – soul constantly bereft. I loved you, once. I needed you, once. I desired you. Your lissome body and perfect skin, both belying your […]
Your face is still painted on my heart. I chase it with every word you inspire me to write…
‘I won’t cry for yesterday. There’s an ordinary world Somehow I have to find. And as I try to make my way, to the ordinary world I will learn to survive…’ You see, the problem with that is, I don’t want to just ‘survive’.
I dropped the attitude. I made dinner, made an effort. I set aside my darkness, my bitterness, for once. Things were better too. I took you by surprise, didn’t I Nikita, My Little Lady…? Four years ago you renewed my lost faith. You polished the heart on my sleeve. I don’t want to lose my […]
She has more than her share of problems. And I can be one of them… She’s doing her best, with what she has, even though it’s not enough for me. She love’s me and I take her love for granted at times. Dismiss it, and her, at others. I’m the man for her, in so […]
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