I don’t believe in God, or Jesus, Angels or Saints or even the Devil and his Demons. People are the true light and dark/good and evil. We visit all manner of heaven and hell upon each other, before we inflict our damage on our children. I never thrust and squirted offspring into anyone I loved, […]
Took a room in my soul. Made your home, there in scarlet beating warmth. A mortgage. Paid in full. Yours alone, as was I. Waking dream-girl, became My Prize, My Trophy. My Khaleesi. The everything I ever wanted. Yet I was never a Khal in your heart, was I? jalan atthirari anni […]
Little by little we distance ourselves, from those we loved with a pure heart, who chose not to value us…
Hate doesn’t burn the interior of one’s ribs as much as heartbreak does. And nothing burns hotter or hits harder than life, in my lamentable experience. Being broken and punched to the earth, repeatedly and vigorously, builds character. But what manner of character and at what cost? It certainly toughens the skin. Problem is, it […]
Afraid to die? No. Affaid to live with my demons, morelike. Held hostage to an every day I could very well do the fuck without. Held hostage by a dead sibling and two grieving parents who can do without another dead son.
I have hung my self worth Upon the shoulders of my love For so long I don’t know what I see When I look in the mirror Anymore And I think, maybe I never did I just want to die, now Can I die, please?
My heart became a ball and chain That I dragged behind me Pathetic begging version of myself